I woke up bright and early this morning to a little tiny voice singing just inches from my face “You are my sun-sine… my onee sun-sine…” We walked out to make breakfast and the sun was peaking through the curtains. I felt totally and completely renewed. For weeks I have been sulking in the misery of my new ‘couch life’ and the things I am missing out on, the weight that piles on, the limited things I can do with Danny. I think about how far I have to go until Luke is here, yet at the same time worrying he’ll make too early an appearance. Basically my life has been full of anxiety and ‘the blues’ and I am tired of it. I am tired of the person I feel I have become in this recent change. I have decided to - choose joy. I have decided to focus on the truly important things: my faith and my family. Regardless of the circumstances, I will choose joy. Soon this little boy will be here, our lives will undergo yet another change, and again, we will adjust and enjoy and live and laugh and love. I can’t wait.
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